I do everything a good 20 year girl should. I go to school, get all As, work, volunteer. I don't drink, date or have sex (all unvoluntarily). I do everything I should but nothing I want to because I want to do nothing. I have goals. Big goals and yet I don't really WANT to do them. I say I do and I mean it but I have no fire. My passion is restricted to meaningless things such as television and movies and sleeping. I wish it weren't the case but it is.